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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Big B's Biggest Contribution
Bachan, Amitabh has just recovered from illness. Soon after his recovery he has ornamented Lord Venkateshwara with a spare palm covering ornament worth over 7.5 to 9 Crores.
he is really a big B...

Monday, May 29, 2006

Mr/Ms B.E.
"A boy sits with a pretty girl for an hour seems to be a minute,
but the same sits on an hot stove for a minute seems to be an hour..."
This is how i was taught what Albert Einsteins Theory of Relativity means. This is what happened now. Here comes an end to what called my last official check point to my studies(i might continue in future, but thats optional). All this 18 years of education has come to an end with no big hype except a small smile at the last 5 minutes of my last exam on the last day.
This is the point where most are matured of what life is all about. But at this point people also develop some attitude to lose their ignorance. But the most i hate at this point is that, u can see people who forget to laugh when they must, but do laugh when they dont feel so but does for some other reasons.
Anyway we learnt a lot and we lost a lot, but what serves us is our memories n our confidence to go front or to drop back. Whatever may be the case, we have earned enough people to lift us or to cut us from doing anything beyond the perimeter of right and wrong. But its upto us to take it or not.
Time has come to bid farewell to each other, and exposing each to new environments to gain new things.
All that has a beggining has an end,

All that ends leads to another beggining.

Saturday, May 20, 2006

LasT but not the LeasT

As the words go, im in the verge of completing my final steps in the four year Under Graduate degree program B.E(Boring Examinations...oopps sorry... Bachelor of Engineering). Nature is the most unpredictable thing in this whole universe, but we have one more which u will get to know that later in this small glob(hehehe). SeasonS may or may not arrive at their correct time but this breath taking SemesterS never fails to come and that too one during heavy winter and the other during heavy summer. As said above, apart from Nature we have one other unpredictable disaster coming in everyones life at regular unpredicted instance izzz the Results of each semesters(damn this university n the university correctors). These results rarely rates pupil appropriatly.

Result is the sum of the probabilties of the time the paper is valuated, the person who is e-valuating, the mood of the person, his knowledge towards that subject and the idiotic key that is being set for that paper. Still not to leave some exceptions, there r some genuine cases who does eveluate the paper based on the performance of the student in that 3 hours which does reveals his effort for al those 3 months. But apart from that all others are junk. This normally disturbs the preparation of some but yet some do prepare for their knowledge rather than marks(But the pitiest thing is that knowledge of pupil are rated with their marks which is the ultimate stupidity-but no one cant help it, it takes time for this to change).

As said, i m in the verge and not yet completed, because this semester's treat is two subjects and a project. Of which i somehow completed my project(with many controversial consent). So the left out two subjects is eating my hours apart from my sleep. But the happiest thing is that, i can get the hell out of this university which has given me all the positive results most times. With this i can give a pause(jus a pause) to the exams and not to books.....

Will c ya sooooooooooooooon

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Mera Rang De Basanti



Never mi
ss iT

Monday, May 15, 2006



Saw this Movie tonight



RDB roX




Was really moved by the movie, no yaar its not just a movie. I knew nothing except a couple of words in Hindi, but here language is not a barrier, its all the Emotions n Feelings. Im not here to say he review and i wil not, as it should only be felt, not jus reading. And personally i dint want to share it because its too big to share and let that be within me. Sharing might reduce the impact that the movie has created in me n my heart.
One must learn the definition of friendship n affection from here.

....believe that there were two kinds of men in this world.
men who goes to their death screaming &
mens who go to thier death in silence
and thennnn




i met the third kind....

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Mr. & Mrs. Idly Sambar
Contrast is the spice to color and to life even to many. At times anger sweeping the whole of us into a different personality and sometimes the calmness posing a totally different persona. The contrast ratio differs from each n everyone. Some people raraely prefers this change in contrast. But people can be whatever they like to be if they want to become so. But chosing the road taken or not taken is upto ones ideology and the situation one is currently pushed in(that may be a constraint or a comfort).To err is human(Select the area and find out the hidden text). But saying this continuously will piss u out. Mistake is being done and rectified everywhere and by everyone. But one thing must be taken into utmost care is that, same mistake must never be done again. Like the ways Edison said "i have found 1000(say) ways of how not to make a Bulb". But this must be said once the bulb has been delivered. If the above clause is not there, U can expect one such statement from everyone when they fail(apologise me... there r certain exceptions in everythin).
One other thing is the Lateral thinking capability. I have been wondering at many times, is Lateral thinking an Intelligence or is it a knowledge or can be gained only through experience. But mind it, one never stop admiring people who r a lateral thinker and their apporoach to any problem and their way of thinkin(waaraey waa...u can take this as my personal experiaence). People do rarely realise the importance of this thing and how to improve this(may be).
Next is the Decision Making. I seriously understood the importance of decision making in the past 5-6 months(may be even in sily n chota things). One thing i learnt(still to learn more abt that and all), Decision making is simpler when u r left with no choices compared to when there r more choices(even 2). May be this would be the cause because, that scenario might be of avarage importance or might be real difficult to choose between. But yet im sayin this because, this is one more i shud watchout for more.

All these are being said because all these were thought, when i was driving to SPR(Sri Perambudhur) along the highway and incidentally i crossed a rest by Hotel by the name Mr.&Mrs.Idly Sambar. The single view of that name alone flushed away all the above thoughts and resulted me in a great laughter as how the manager could have thought or decided this name(cute one)[lateral thinking+decision making+and the contrast in the name again....oho not again]...

Friday, May 12, 2006

Rousu
[...continuessss]
ungal adhravaal thodarugindradhu indha railu cha sorry rousu...

exam'ku munnadi study holidayssu,
exam'ku appuram verum holidayssu,
thookam varavaeppadhu booksu,
ellarum saendhu thoongardhu classu,
fail aana arriyasssu,
fail avalana nee paasu,
pass avalana reappearanssu,
birthday anniku kudukardhu bumpsu,
vaanginavan dikki dappa danssu,
late panna avan paeru lazy goosu,
trainlayae fastu expressu,
slow ah pona adhu goodsu,
jodiya parkla ukkandha loversu,
idha padichadhukkum thankssu,
inemeltum padika pora nee oru kirikksu,
idhu eppavum continueeessssuuuu.....

piriya vidai peruvadhu ungal kesu
Rousu kanna rousu
Enna da ivan rousu'nu blog paeru potrukkaanae ivan edhavadhu rousu illa nayyandi panna poraan'nu ninaecheengala, chi chi chi chi enna yosana idhu. Rousu'la vetti pasanga dhaan uduvaanga.

dum dum dum dum idhanaala unga ellarukkum enna solla poraenna, adha sollam bodhu kelunga ippa kaekaaaadheeeeennnngaaaaaa.....veruma keela eludhi irukardha padeeeenga


Tharaila adikardhu dhimusu,
Kuchila adikardhu murasu,
Kaalla podradhu golusu,
Advice kudukiravargal perisu,
kumudham eppavachu pudhusu,
Adhukku kudukira gift sirisu,
Deepavali anniku vedikardhu tappaasu,
Adhu namba mela vedicha tamaasu,
Kilpaukathula irukardhu loosu,
Mugathula irukardhu jaws'u,
Aana adhulerndhu varadhu jollsu,
Aalavandhaan kamal haasu,
captain vijayakanthu perrarrasu,
purse'la irukanum kaasu,
illa nee verum oru dubukksu,
Idha rousu'nu nenaicha neeyum oru loosu,
idha porumaiya padichadhukku romba dankssu!!!
:-)


rousu kanna rousu....
keep smiling...

Thursday, May 11, 2006


Laughing Buddha
This is a small note to convey my wishes as a citizen of India to the ever green Chief Minister of West Bengal, Mr Buddhadev Bhattacharjee, who scored a thumping victory in Jadavpur, winning by a margin of over 58,000 votes. Left feared a moral defeat with less than 180 seats. But now, the CPI-alone has won more than half of 294, with Brand Buddha in the driver's seat.

I just felt like sharing the emotions that i felt after seeing the Budhhaji's speech(paetti). The moment he was asked about his victory, Mr Buddhadev's reaction was quite casual and started saying that "There had been many mistakes that we had committed in our last rule and we had planned to eradicate the possibility to repeat any such in the future. Still there has to many root work to be done to change the scenario of many things and now eventually holding a tight grip such that many MNC's have come forward to establish themselves there."

Thinking of the potential of this Politician, changes the screen on the television where he is bowling to the prince of Calcutta and few himself with the bat.

What a man he is. It has been rightly said that, "They are proceeding with their eyes on the stars with their feet on the ground."

Every thing that has a Beginning has an End
There ends the drama that has taken place more than a month. With many twists n turns and many switch overs of faces from one to another, atlast the 83 year young politician and his team and along with his allies has turned the tables down against the existing leader along with her weak ally.
This election results has been tough for all as there was no party which could run the government without the help of the ally. But a fair contest which the people had shown, and also the increase in the vote ratio also indicates the increased morality of each citizen and the country as well.

Records are to be broken
First time ever in the history of Tamil Nadu state election, a coalition government is to be formed led by the leader of the leading party. There would normally be a scenario where one party would sweep over the other.
And also its been ages that Congress had showed a huge performance after 1967 with a huge strike rate intis election, where they are going to provide outside support to the leading party(DMK).

Reasons...
1. For the victory
The major reason for the victory(over the other leading party, to be precise) was the election manifesto of each party. Freebies making the jaws drop of most of the 6 crore and the 2Rs Rice was the highlight along with the COLOUR TV. Add ons, land for villagers, money to brides etc... counted onto their victory.
Also not to leave the fact that, clubbing up with strong allies who had done huge amount of fieldwork.
2. For the Loss
Despite starting their campaign very early, they dint make it a good ending with less amount of field work compared to their competitor. May be they were confident about their people but that turned out to be too over confident to count on the audiences cum the judges of all these drama. 5 years went on bit rough in the beginning but many threats were dealt to perfection. But that is not alone enough for one to sustain until ur manifesto speaks.
With many minor heads moving their side resulted in no big issue except for the fact that people had some comic shows between the two screens.
One more important was, once criticing the other for their freebie and u too start to do that as a way to over surprise people who are all well aware of each and every step each takes to overcome others.
Anyway mistake is a mistake once committed which cannot be omited.

With some comical climax, like some tv shows and moving heads from one to another with no good reason to claim for their shift whic too counted to the downfall. But the Veteran politician with so much of experience in this field was so confident about his victory and won it might not be the amount he expected but has reached the goal with the help of his allies.
This election has taught everyone the significance of our State election and also the people of Tamil Nadu who are more matured and they dont really go blindly by the freebies.

Hoping that this party can deliver the best of their ability to the people also need to go inline with their ally and conitnue to rule the entire 5 years with no deprovement in the states upgoing process(both economically, financially and what not). Tamil Nadu is one of the emerging states which is growing in an exponential way...

Winning not alone yields a best leader. Tamil Nadu had many good Leaders but yet to have a good Opponent leader. y not let this be a start for those....

Monday, May 08, 2006

Growing old is a *%*b0ON*%* or a #@#d0OM#@#

Amidst this violent and hatred loving world with a very few hearts caring for other souls, what would GOD(the creator, protector & the destroyer) be doing. All the souls being harvested into this world are cute and sweet, before and once after they step into this world. The best part of God's production is the mechanism of childhood to second childhood. One soul being loved by all is the soul of every baby. It is being loved and loved by anyone and everyone. And the best stage of anyone's life is that, that period of duration where one sees everything with a look of exitement and thrill and a quest to feel that. To this aged we tend to forget ourself and we too behave like kids. So the above statement has been a discovery of the innocence and chilidishness among everyone. But all these get faded once we grow mentally.

Becoming older makes us weaker by exposing us to various constraints and circumstances. Winning over it and the happiness in that is different but what im dealing is life which needs no neccessity to undergo such hardships for learning life itself. Growing more older makes us mature n partly lunatic. As we cannot expect everyone to excel every situation, but every bud is the same but how long they last n survive depends on their situation.

We cry for no reason and we become numb for most reason.The former is the childhood and the latter is all other than childhood. We dont worry for others and be straight forward and latter is we stop worrying for ourself and our fellow being and start to worry for those who make us worry.

The trade-off here is the Innocence for intelligence,knowledge and name it whatever u feel like. Is it neccessary that we must grow old, but what to do, i still grow even the time i pray god not to make me old(old in sense, every sec one is losing his/her innocence).

But there is one pleasure in this is that, we are able to feel the innocence only when we grew older. But we rather brush up those innocence of ours and comfort ourself by those memories. Words, deeds and actions have more magnified meaning once we grow old. So we are here capable of changing many things. The power to make anyone smile,think,cry,work,care,console is within us. And also the power to change anybodys lifestyle.

So i felt like asking n sharing whether it is a boon or is this our doom???Whatever it may be, its only we gonna live that, with all our confidence and hope and faith of many. Next thing great to innocence is the self-satisfaction. So donot anything for namesake. Do everything for the sake of it and U as a human and the amount of self satisfaction u gain out of that is noway comparable to anything in this world.

Bye...
When Money is lost, nothing is lost;
When Health is lost, something is lost.
When Character is lost EVERYTHING is lost.(Gandhiji)

Saturday, May 06, 2006

whY cant I be the waY I meant to BE........

.....once again the day went off reltively mild than it was. The word relatively is mentioned here because the sun is expected to glow more than it was already. A week before couple of days, Sun was horribly blazing on chennai, a record breaking in the history of Chennai's hot weather. But for the past two its bit coool as though the sun has gone for a tea break.

Working with some unfinished jobs, the day started typically with a yawn in the dawn. Hastily woking with those, just to get rid out of that job as soon as possible, i sat and set to work. With increasing friction i completed a major part of work with a huge sigh. Closing that both on the screens and on my mind, trying hard to focus on something else where my mind could rest for peace or relax itself. Then came a relative of mine, who was gathering votes for his party and was demanding to cast for his party. With some hot, spicy and controversial dialogues with him about his party, my mind got tensed up and it was like as though there is some nuclear fusion reactions taking place up inside my skull without my knowledge. This growing heat made me to everything except to think why and what am i doing???


With a single spark of this thought in my head made everyother thing go out of the blue, which was like a heavy motor which has been rotating with deafening sound has been suddenly switched off and i felt a sudden chill prevail inside my skull and freezing all other parts. This transition was also painful, as all these are happening to me with my knowledge but out of my control. Now everything started to cool down and i could feel some soothing breeze brushing away all the affected parts and could feel some sort of healing work being done inside me. Now i sat silently and became a spectator of the happenings that is taking place inside me. Initially the pain was unbearable but now to enjoy this pleasure that pain is of no sinificance. Another small was drawing my concenteration and concience out to some other thing. Going along the way led to a big ? After a deep search i found the question that was escalating in frequency within me is why cant i be the way i meant to be???

Before even erealising this another followed the same way to hit me...and that was... Was this is to me alone or is this question in everyone???

Just to comfort myself, i take it this way that everybody has this question, where some must have found the answer, some stil searching for, in some this might have not yet arised(because they are yet to realise their deviation, if at all) and some might be on the right track.
Coming to the same question again, i once realised and recllected what i thought i must be and reviewing how i was and how am i now? There was a lot of deviation. Now its heartbreaking for me to know that im far away from how i should be, what i thought of achieving and what i am currently. Why dint i note this deviation in me in the beginning? This question is valid one and must be justified. As im a good pacifier of my faults, an immediate answer came but unfortunately that was 200% right too. That was, the reason why i did not feel thatim getting deviated in the beginning was, the deviation which happened in the beggining was too small and that deviation is known tome at that time. The thing which made me to compromise was, since the deviation was too small, i thought i can get back on track anytime i need. The best thing was since i knew of this deviation, i maintained that level of deviation such that i does not develop that developed one.
Time went on and on, where in the mean time i forgot that there is a deviation developed inme and i need to get back. And before i could realise, a sudden disaster or desire(two sides of a coin) took me totally away from the initial one. So i forgot where am i and where i need to go.

I could not find any traces of my old track and also could not remember where i was travelling due to the sudden blow. Later, as time passed on, i could partially get to know of where i was and how i am here. But i am not able to get back or rollback things happened because i take most things to my heart and also to add on this had more impact which stopped me from turning back. Instead i started walking up the way that was infront of me with all the sweet memories and strengths given to me. But now i am very careful each and everystep of mine, i too get diverted and deviated by the circumstances but there was always a caution over head which indicates me to get back on track as soon as possible.

Let My sweet memories and the merries of the future pave way for me, hoping that this might lead to the final destiny where i should reach, if not i have my own strength along with everyones faith and confidence on me and the love and affection of my friends and above all is my life and hope which i wil never lose til i reach my destiny...
Let me say one thing, something which stops me from commiting most serious mistakes are the faith and confidence that others has on me. Really God or the Almighty has given me a great gift of loving hearts always sorrounding, protecting and praying for me forever.

After some serious thoughts, i erased those fom my memory once i have typed those. Now my current aim is not to get back on track(becoz i need not want that) or reach my destiny(i knew i wil someday), but the answer is to do the best whatever i can to all whom i come across in this current path, with my fullest heart and with no half measures and to be polite atleast to unknowns...

(**I know this is bit more bigger and harder to read the entire one. So i thank u all for ur world of patience in reading this)

Thursday, May 04, 2006


visit to HCL...
One of the greatest happinezz apart from lonlinezz(hehehehe) is making fun and getting others into trouble some way but nothing which has a serious consequence(an enjoyable one...). In that way, just as a deal to visit my bro's company for a book which my brother needed(might be darely) for his weekend eXam. And as always the passion to improve knowledge from any and every source of my brother, is unfortunately(jus kidding) incubated in his blood might be even before his birth. A commited tummy fellow(previously...a bit now), working smart n hard to achieve whatever he is commited to. Lemme come back, this fellow asked me to come to his office reception where i met an young lady inthe front office. As usual my presence there was questioned and i had to explain them and all normal formalities. She had a cute smile with an teeth alignment not in the order way, but still that even added up to her cuteness.

I had been watching one door for my bro's arrival but i then realised that i was looking at the wrong door as the young lady indicated me that my bro would come from upstairs. Then came the hero inspite of his busy schedule(to make it formally as always), but was really busy,phone calls ringing, message popping out and what not. I had been observing his shipshape desk, the table top and the things over there arraged orderely was eye catching. Birthday cards, vivekanadhar, write up of "manadhil urudhi vendum..."(and more than that listening to him say that), cute baby from his team mate pisasu(im sorry he mentioned her that way..i rarely remember that her name starts with 'S*'), head fone, mouse plugged in the front usb jacket, a couple of his nameboard(happy n proud to c those..dunno Y), tiffin dabbi, and his visiting cards stuffed to a corner(from which i stole 2 out of knowledge only) and many more(i have a bad memory to remember all). I just stood up, just to have a look at what others are doing becoz i stil have this unfelt curiosity of bein in an working atmosphere which i might be in a few months. Some sitting n staring at their monitor, as if expecting something to get done of its own and some in groups probably discussing something which must be useful but not for nuthing which i believe so and many unoccupied chairs layin vacantly before computers(ooops that was snacks time). Then sat down before my brother could pull me down, and started to stare at the monitor which looked as though it has been freezed by someone during its work, waiting for the sole person to unfreeze it.

Then we left to the so called pantry after a long walk on the corridors of his company building and found nothing there came out with heavy heart and empty stomach, and then while climbing up the stairs, he got a call, where he was talking something seriously with a tight smile and mainly i knew for the first time he knew baradha naatiyam and made it very simple that he did that frees how for me with one of his hands closing one ear, neat pants with heavy pockets and dacing(allow me to use that term) within foru relaitvely bigger than smaller square sized tile or marble watever.Nice to watch but same step being repeated created a bit sensation as though the chemical chloroform is brought somewhere near, but suddenly it was taken away from me, becoz he had finished the call before i could collapse. Then he was taking me to the pantry in his own floor. I was following him closly with my head turning either side, as though there had been a badmintom match played before me, to watch what the owners of the occupied seats are doing. I was taken near the emergency exit, which created a sense of feeling as though i would be thrown out by my brother for my innocent behaviour there, as always(wat to do..i cudn hide the facts abt me). Then was a refrigerator with some cool drinks and a couple kept half drunk. I helped myself with a ful bottle of slice(.2 l) and he too had the same. And due to my brothers sincere request, i felt for the first time, he might be busy and accepted to leave. Took his camera and left the computer arena packed with cubes, computers, caris and techies.

I have been tellin u this becoz this is my visit to a second biggie in IT field. First was microsoft which was awesome, huge thing(wil tell u abt that secretly in another blog...shhhhhhhhhhh). Next is this one. Hmmm better environment to ensssaay n work.